LIFE AND RE-ASSESSING IT

Thank you to the PEOPLE who told me to re-assess my life. I know I had been mean, lazy, unkind, selfish, and-you-name-it-mean-words-to-describe-me these past few days or weeks, or months. It had always been about me. The things I do, and the things I’m good at. Sorry for that. And now I feel sorry for myself too. I tell you, I don’t have any regrets in life but I somewhat find it disappointing that I know I hurt others through the way I act and treat them. I mean, I’m always like that in front of my closest friends, and sometimes when I am with other people, I treat them the same way.

Well, that’s the only thing I hate about myself. I am an incoming fourth year college student and I had been very active at school. I am now a part of our college’s student council and I want to make something different. I want to learn something new. I want to help others. This is why I am writing this – or typing. I am making my own advocacy that starting today, I will try to change the way I approach people, and the way I treat myself. I am not doing any promises here, and I know that this will be very hard but I will really, really do my best to try. 

23.03.10